Counselling for Boarding School Survivors
Boarding school can shape a person in deep and lasting ways. If you're someone who went through the boarding system — especially at a young age — and feel a lingering emotional distance, difficulty with intimacy, or a sense of abandonment, you’re not imagining it. Boarding School Syndrome is real, and counselling can help.
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My approach is gentle, trauma-informed, and rooted in understanding the very specific experiences that can come from time spent in boarding schools. We’ll move at your pace — with no pressure, just space.
Upcoming Conference
If you're interested in learning more or connecting with others who share similar experiences, the Boarding School Survivors Support Conference is taking place on 1st November 2025 in Oxford. This one-day event brings together expert speakers, survivors, and therapists to explore the long-term impact of early separation and institutional life.
You can learn more about the event at boardingschoolconcern.uk
The Impact Of Boarding School from a Client
People often romanticize boarding school: the friendships, the tradition, the “character building.”
But for many of us, especially those sent too young, it was abandonment disguised as opportunity.
I was sent to boarding school when I was 9 and I stayed in that system until I was 18. I never lived at home again after that. My parents told me I was “lucky” to go. That it would make me strong, teach me discipline, and open doors. But what it actually taught me was how to detach — from feeling, from needing, from hoping. We were told not to cry, not to express emotion… and I didn’t — not for years.
At school, I became the version everyone approved of – top marks, polite, agreeable. Inside, I was numb. I trained myself not to miss home, not to need my parents, not to trust adults.
Throughout my teens I developed severe anxiety and depression and used coping strategies to feel in control – restriction of food, overworking, compulsive checking, and perfectionism.
When I came back during holidays, I would dread the time I would have to go back to school and I would question why I didn’t have the courage to speak out. I had become compliant and full of guilt and shame for feeling ungrateful.
At 18, I left school and went to university. It was at this time I met my husband and after uni we set up home together. From the outside, I built a good life. A degree, a husband, children and a decent job. I was independent, resourceful, and highly organized. But inside, something was always missing — a kind of emotional emptiness I couldn’t explain. I struggled with understanding myself, as well as understanding my parents’ choices.
Healing from the Trauma
It wasn’t until my mid-forties that I finally sought therapy and reached out to Stella. I was feeling very low and burnt out and my old coping strategies had resurfaced. I had read about Boarding School Syndrome and I knew I had to look deeper into the impact this may have had on me.
Stella knew all about boarding school trauma and with her help, kindness and patience I connected the dots. It suddenly felt like finding the missing key to a locked door I’d carried for decades.
Counselling with Stella was life-changing. She held the space for me to speak out for the first time in years and she gave me permission to grieve the girl I left behind at 9. She made me realise that my coping mechanisms weren’t flaws — they were survival skills. She also made me see that I didn’t need to “get over” boarding school. I needed to process it — to give voice to the silence, to feel the grief I’d deferred for decades.
I also came to understand that my parents were products of a system too — they thought they were doing what was best and had no idea of the struggles I endured. It provided the opportunity for conversations and acceptance – lots of tears were shed!
I’m still healing. I don’t think that ends. But I am more whole now. I allow myself to need people. I let myself feel — not just sadness, but also joy, connection, softness. Most importantly, I no longer see the girl I was as weak. I see her as incredibly brave.
To anyone who is struggling as a result of boarding school, especially those who still feel like outsiders in their own emotions — please reach out to Stella. What you felt was real, and with the right support, healing is possible — no matter how many years have passed.